Thursday, January 19, 2006
Anyway... Yeah... Carol's style is quite different from Pat... but it's still nice to learn from... It'll help when there's freestyle involved, at least I'll have more moves to choose from then... I even managed to make it in time for Ishi's new class... R & B and Soul... heh... He's quite good... and his smooth style is damn nice... hehe... It's something different from Hip Hop I guess... although he still puts elements from hip hop into his choreo... the pace is definitely much slower... But much groovier.. hehe... Might consider going for his classes too... hee...
Hrm... I've been looking for people to play Ultimate Frisbee with, and now... guess what?? They're having Ultimate Frisbee for Science Open!! Daniel's interested in playing too... and I might be able to get Benny to play... just leaves the girls... Hrm... gotta have at least 2 girls in the team... any Science girls interested?? Heh... Gotta start practicing my throws soon... hur... anyone have a spare frisbee to lend me? Hehe...
I guess I'm more or less fine now... thanks for all the support and encouragement friends!! Those who have given me advice all this time, listen to me rant and bitch about everything... thanks for the listening ear... I know it's not easy to do that... but that's how I deal with things... I definitely can't keep things suppressed inside me... thats how I got a bad temper last time... Gotta let things out so I don't lose my temper... I guess I managed to irritate Val with that... heh... keep talking about things... Oh well... She can block me on MSN all she wants... guess that's how she deals with things... I'm not in any position to judge anymore...
Heh... it's kinda farney how when I needed help the most... the thing that really helped me, was when I watched Bruce Almighty on Sun... heh... Near the ending, God was asking Bruce what he wanted, and this is what he said...
God: Grace. You want her back?
Bruce: No. I want her to be happy, no matter what that means. I want her to find someone who will treat her with all the love she deserved from me. I want her to meet someone who will see her always as I do now, through Your eyes.
God: Now THAT'S a prayer.
Granted, it's just a movie and a script... but at that moment, something struck me... I don't know what... I guess, I just really want her to be happy... and if that means I can't talk to her, can't see her, if my talking to her just makes things worse for her, makes her depressed... then so be it... As long as that's what she wants, and she's happy... Then I'll be happy...
I don't really care if she reads this... it just feels good to write it out... One can't really hide from reality forever... so I guess I can't keep hiding behind hope when there is none...
Oh well... Good luck girl...
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