Thursday, December 22, 2005
Hai~... really not in the mood for anything right now... Just wanna look ahead to the next sem and new opportunities...
Many of you may not know, but I've been taking up Hip Hop classes for a while now... Kinda got interested in it cos of Val, and decided to try something new... And after 8 weeks, I kinda feel that I'm getting to understand y she likes it that much... I don't deny that it's quite fun to learn, once you get over the fact of ppl seeing you move awkwardly and seeing yourself look silly in front of the mirror. It's also different everytime you go for class, the only repetitive part is the warm up, choreo each lesson is different, different moves, different skills to learn...
In a way, that actually suits me very well, I get bored if something becomes too repetitive... And since sec school days, I would get really bored if I do something too many times, like NCC, where drills are repeated everytime, or in canoeing, where it's the same thing every sat for training. Even tkd gets repetitive after a while, I'm not saying I don't like them, taking up those CCAs helped teach me somethings, but it kinda got boring after doing the same things for 2 years++...
With dance, there's something to learn every lesson, to get better, more fluid, stronger, laern more choreos... Esp when you've got a great group of friends to go with, that's even more enjoyable.
I guess right now, I'm enjoying learning new things, getting to know more people, meeting up with old friends... I don't want to remain stagnant anymore... Don't want to keep feeling sian all the time... I want more friends... More experiences in life... The slacker, is no more... In this reality, there are no places for slackers. In a perfect world, you could have the best of both worlds...
But the real world is far from perfect, and I'm not ready to give up yet... I want to see how much I can grow and change... I want a chance to try and catch up... get to the same level, understand what you are thinking...
I'm writing this down as a reminder to myself, to stop slacking, and start my growth again, the growth that I stopped because I was too scared to... I'm not going to be scared anymore... I'm going to be the new me... Friendly, outgoing and open to any opportunities...
All I'm asking is you give me a chance to make that change, no matter how long it'll take, I'm not ready to give up... I don't want to be only the best, but the right...
you have just Slacked with Chris @ 12:28 PM
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