Tuesday, September 12, 2006
DR this time, was also a somewhat trying and emotional time for me... Not knowing what I had to do, or rather, not wanting to do it, took its toll for all these months... culminating in these 3 days in DR... I feel I have become a stronger person in some areas, but others definitely need a lot of work...
And like I said, it just sucks knowing that I've got to cope with it without val by my side... But, during DR, I realised that it really was time to let everything go... Let her truly find what she wants, while I choose the path I will walk down next...
To the one person who's given me so much, we've got a lot of work to be done.. You're a wonderful girl, who will become a very outstanding woman, never let anyone tell you otherwise. The care you show for your friends, the love you give to them is boundless, so never for once think that you haven't done enough for them. Take whatever comes your way in your stride, and never compromise your values. We've shared very beautiful moments, moments I will always cherish dearly. You've made me feel so very special, being with you was like treading on clouds everyday. Its time I let someone else experience that. I'm not going to say goodbye, I'm not going to say farewell, I'll just say, see you around.
The tears I cry now are tinged with a hint of sadness, but yet, in them, there is also relief, acceptance and closure. Relief that we can finally close the chapter in this life we've shared, acceptance that I've got to move on, and closure that this is for the better. I made you really smile one last time, and thats how I want things to end, with a smile, even if there is some sadness in it. We got together as friends, we walk away even closer friends. You can always count on me to be around for you, all you have to do is ask.
Here's to all the memories we've shared since the day we chose to hold each other's hands... Until fate deals us a kinder hand... Take care dearest Val... You'll always be special to me...
Till our paths cross again... =)
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